haha, it’s unfortunate!

I can’t sleep. I’ve had maybe 4 hours of sleep and then Jack comes and rocks up on acid. I’m unable to sleep, fuck my life. Lacie’s coming over to hang with Danny and myself today though, fun fun. Last night was so boring, I managed to rip off some black dude though. He didn’t even notice that I didn’t give him his change, which was like $15! I left it in my til and used it to get myself cans of V all night haha.

To the point, my ex girlfriend is a piece of shit. I’m beyond over her, there’s absolutely nothing about her that I miss, every good memory seems so average, so don’t think after like 4-5 months I’m not over the girl. The thing is, she hasn’t learned a fucking thing, after everything that went wrong with us. She’s still incapable of being happy with one guy. Her boyfriend must just be in it for sex cause she’s tuning other dudes and he’d so know about that shit, mustn’t care haha. It pains me to see you’re still the same, even after I was actually happy for you, thinking you’d changed and found a guy you were actually in love with. Guess not.

I’m working every night right through til Wednesday, fuck. Not keen. I think I’m going to play Battlefield right now. Set to snap! Fuck, man. I want Resident Evil, so fucking bad!

Also, the sickest video you’ll ever see. The lads dedicated this to me.

dead tired.

My sleeping pattern is fucked, I should be asleep still right now. Last night was pretty good, my boss swapped with me half way through my shift so Danny and I went into the city as a last minute thing to do. We went and saw some girls we know, it was Coralees birthday. I got to see good people though, so the night wasn’t a total waste of time haha. Clubs shouldnt have entry fees. That is my honest opinion. I have been playing Battlefield Vietnam, Danny got me into it. It’s so fucking addictive. Also, oportos was fucking amazing last night. I will never find anything else more enjoyable to eat and digest than my usual order of a triple Bondi burger, bar the chili, with a coke. Yes, they dont sell mountain dew anymore, what the fuck! I abused the girl last night, I was like, “Bitch! Coke is shit! Go back to Pepsi. Unforgiveable!”. Devo as about it, fucking every fast food promotes Coke now. Yuck!

Today sucks. I’m working every night from now til Wednesday morning. Relentless! Watched one of my favorite movies last night when we got home too. I want my license already! My test is in two weeks!

lazy.

So today I was supposed to go and book my driving test. I haven’t been able to cause I haven’t had the money, but I got paid today and I was going to go do it, honest, but all the roads are flooded and I’m exhausted from last night (Wasn’t supposed to work, kinda fucked me up). Yeah, how bad was the rain last night, Queensland. Fuck! Cars were floating and shit. Some dude in Surfer’s Paradise was killed at work, it was total chaos yesterday. I got paid like $794 in my bank at the moment. Let’s see, 100 to mum, 120 to Tim, probably 50-70 on credit, 40 to book my driving test and then what’s left has to last me another fortnight. I hate being paid fortnightly, it sucks the dick of life.

Pretty stoked right now, Danny and I have some crazy shit in the works for the band we’re trying to get going. Got 5 songs lyrics written down and I got some pretty tough riffs in my head. If we get some cool guys together I think we could have a pretty fun and aggressive sound.

Been digging American Me so much these last few days. So much intensity! Great band, looking forward to their next release. ‘Heat’s amazing though.

wow.

So I haven’t had the internet for like, two weeks. Dannys friend fixed the problem in like, 3 minutes. I was literally on the ground smacking my face into the floor. Not a lot has been going on. I been working a shitload cause this bitch at work quit and now we all gotta work more shifts. It’s totally fucked. I gotta go book my driving test on Thursday, definitley going to pass that and then I’ll go get a sick ute and be a tradie haha. That’d be great.

Today Danny and I went to Garden City and had lunch + did some shopping. I got the freshest jacket from Big W. That is all. I need a new hat.

call it a day.

Work was fucking terrible last night. I had never worked like a Mon-Thurs night before, was not expecting it to be so hectic. All the tradies and laborer types start pouring in after like 4am and you get absolutely smashed haha. Like, I get them coming in Monday morning after I’ve worked all Sunday night, but it’s nowhere near as hectic as it was last night. I was so off it! I work at a servo by the way. It’s so shit, I need a second job or a better one fullstop. The way I see it, after this recessions over, I’ll have a decent enough reference from this job to work pretty much anywhere in retail, maybe even as an assistant manager. I’m thinking running a servo by yourself on graveyard shifts looks pretty good on your resume. I cannot wait for Thursday night! Hangs with Danny, Louisa and this girl Danny is into. Haha he texts me at like 2am saying all this shit, sounding like a total softcock haha! Ah, I’m happy for him.

I burnt my tongue on pizza today and my puppy took a shit right next to my xbox 360. Not impressed, man. I’m going to spend the rest of the day listening to music and entertaining myself with shitty, browser based games. I’m really digging the not so new, Word up ep. Bloody get yourself a hold of it!

Bored.

Today has been really uneventful. Danny was over looking for a job, he got a call about some forky job, hope he gets it. I’m pretty stoked to go out Thursday night, haven’t seen Wings in a while and Louisas coming with Danny and myself. It’ll be really fun. So, last night we drove to Stones Corner to see some girl Danny knows, I got to drive. It was sick. I’ve been playing Fable 2 all morning, there’s not much left to do on that game now. I need something new to occupy myself with. Jack has to give me my guitar back either tomorrow or later on this week hopefully, I got him to play around with it so hopefully it’ll sound a lot tougher/better haha. The highlight of last night was getting McDonalds. I got this double quarter pounder with bbq sauce and bacon on it, so good. Danny got one that was basically a double quarter, but made with the big mac sauce and lettuce instead of mustard/ketchup haha. We’re fat cunts, fuck yeah.

I got work tonight, covering for some bitch ass. Not keen! At least my colds all gone.

cutest song.

illin’.

Not all that much has happened in the last few days, I’ve recently become friends with an old friend again. It’s good. Danny finally started to come around about me not being straightedge anymore and it’s been really good hanging out with that bloke, missed his stupid face. So Thursday night, just went to Snitch and got drunk. My mates Burn Athena played first, they were pretty good as usual. Their set was followed by Widow the Sea, who blew me away with an amazing Black Dahlia Murder cover, ‘funeral thirst’, fuck yeah. The In Hearts Wake boys played last, but their set ended pretty shortly cause of mishaps with their gear.

I partied hard and got to speak to Louisa heaps, she’s always lovely. Don’t see her out much. Umm, on Friday night I went to the valley with Danny, Emma and  these two girls Danny met that other night at Snitch. It was lovely, I had a lot of fun watching people be total fuckheads and get busted by cops, throw up on themselves and basically fail at life.

I wish I was going to this show tonight with Danny, but I gotta work. The cunt took my favorite crewneck to wear last night, he’d better return it. Grandad said he’s getting me a lancer for my first car in the next couple of weeks. Pretty stoked! I’m ready for the test too, booking it asap when I got the cash! Right now, I’ve got a headcold that’s getting me down like fuck and $70 to my name til Wednesday night. Shit! I’m craving a kebab. It’s become like a ritual for me to buy a large, mixed kebab just a 5 min walk away from Rosies every time I go out. They are amazing and I’m fangin’ for one so hard right now. Fuck, I’m going to go play Fable 2 some more. That’s my shit!

until i see you again.

I got home last night and just crashed, was so exhausted. I had a huge day with Nadelle, for those whom don’t know yet, is the girl I’ve been seeing for about two weeks now. I’ve known her for ages and always knew that we’d be pretty cute together. Yesterday was her last day in Queensland for a couple of months, today she leaves for W.A. I won’t see her again for a little while, but she’s coming back here and shit, ultimately to live on the GC again. It’s complicated, her dad lives here and her mum moved over there a while ago. Anyways, we had a great day at Australia Fair. I was pretty disappointed to leave empty handed (I was looking for a few things) but at least I got to see her one more time before she leaves.

I took $1130 out at the bank, I’m going out tonight to drink beers with the lads, see my friends band play and dance with everyone. Dunno what I’ll wear hey, my wardrobe is fucking gay. Pretty pissed off that I couldn’t find any of the vans I was after. I want a pair of eras, the black and purple pair. Such a lovely combination. Here’s a picture for anyone who hasn’t seen this shoe around before, dunno how you couldn’t of, they’re a pretty commonly bought pair. I’m going to miss Nadelle so much.

devo.

So mum told me to suck a fat one when I asked if I could borrow like $30 to go into town and see Trash Talk at rosies tonight. Gotta love my family. She was all, “Nah you little cunt, mow the lawn or no tea when I get home either!”. Pretty gutted right now. Wanted to see them play every track off ‘Plagues’ and ‘Walking Disease’, that’s only like a 10 minute set hey, haha. So, instead of going to Rosies to see a really sweet band and friends, I’m going to wrap myself up in blankets, chuck a heap of movies on and cry myself to sleep. Not even kidding, maybe minus the blankets, cause I got a heater.

Mum hasn’t even gone shopping, what a dog hey. Oh shit, just remembered there’s like these cans of ‘sgetti in the cupboard and I melt cheese into them. Beautiful shit, argh. Might make some soon. I gotta book my driving test in the next week or two as well. Not working until the weekend, I gotta look into getting a second job too, fuck. I want hangs this week, with good mates or cute girls. I feel so distant from everyone lately, probably because for the last 2 months I’ve been working every thurs, friday, saturday and sunday night.The only exception being when Bury Your Dead came to Brisbane, fuck that was a good night. One of my favorite bands and some serious partying with them and my other friends after the show. Was bliss.

I wanna make a new video for youtube, I just realized it’s been weeks. Maybe i’ll make one this week. Most likely, cause I got nothing better to do.